I wanna run to you

I still miss you, even after a year.

Heartbreak's over, party time (:

Well, I manage to sort out my feelings alrd. With the help of my dear friends. They are still the best (: Work work work. Went to Bready & his co.'s BBQ on sunday night. Sam & Ailynn went with me too ! Sun City tgt after BBQ. I specially want to thank Sam for spending money on me just to make me feel better, I really appreciate that okay. Hahaha. This will be my last week working, won't have to wake up early rush here rush there anymore ! Now I can't wait for Friday, Supper ? V3 ? or Social ? Make up your minds babies, I will go wherever you all want as long as we are happy !

Bad Romance

I never learn my lesson I realise, first second & then now almost the third time, hope I did manage to protect myself. Tho it's gonna make me cry alot, but it's better to let go now than in future.So now I can spend time with my own friends again, do whatever I want like how I live 3 months back when he wasn't in my life yet. I haven't yet got the chance to collect all the photos yet cause everyone's saying that FB is super lag now. So I still have to wait wait wait. I won't be working soon alrd, I can sleep late & wake up late again. Chocolate's sleeping like a pig now. I should go & sleep too (:

In Loving Memories Of My Messy Hair

Okay, now I'm trying my very best to figure out who or what is that stupid reason that gave me that freaking urge to dye & trim my once so beautiful hair... I'm really very depress now, very very. But the colour isn't that bad, just the cutting part. I feel like telling that freaking woman right at her face, I JUST WANTED A FREAKING TRIM, WHY DID YOU FREAKING MAKE IT SHORT, arseeee. No point being so fustrated now, I can't possibly patch back my hair, all that I can do is to just sit here, cross my fingers, cross my leg & pray for a miracle over night.... *suddenly i'm reminded, ALWAYS HAVE FAITH* Going for job hunting tomorrow. I don't feel like continuing this post anymore, cause I keep seeing my reflection & I'm feeling more & more depress....

For everything that's true

Two more papers to go & N's will officially be over. I know I should be feeling relieved, but I just can't totally feel that way. I'm starting to regret for not being hardworking right from the start of the year. I got this feeling I will be failing my N's because of Humanities. It was so badly done. I was asking my mum & dad like what if I really fail my N's, they told me as long as I always have the will, there is nothing impossible. I guess they do have a point there, but I know they will feel very disappointed & I will definitely feel guilty, towards them & myself.Enough said, what's done is already done, no point pondering over it, just have to wait for the results. I want to go job hunting, I want to dye my hair... I wanted to dye brown then highlight gold initially, but my mum say I will look... so she suggested red, I think I should just dye it red since everyone prefers that. Suddenly I've this urge to pierce my eyebrow, but I was reminded by Lao Luo that if the hole seasons, then there will be a forever scar. Okay, maybe I should reconsider, but I still think it's really nice... like if I tie a plait, with the eyebrow stud, it will be so nice... I think I should just go around & ask for more opinion. Okay, I've to go for lunch now, till then CIAOS (:

All that it has been, to what it will be

Actually I don't really know what to blog. Last three days were having N's paper & i'm very happy bout something that is I didn't fall asleep (: Anyway I feel like having a fu tao yogurt ice blended now... I can't wait for N's to be over & I miss him. I can't blog much now cause I've got to go down & meet lala dog & ailynn. So I think I should just blog again ! & I suddenly think I look like a bimbo.........



sometimes it's not that one have nothing to say,
it's just that there's too much to say,
so much so that you don't even know how you are going to put them in words,
so much so that it makes you speechless,
so much so that ...